what gives!!

how's it hanging, people? Fairly well? By a thread? Whatever, however it is you're reading this scrap of virtual notepad I’ve carved out to write whatever the hell I wish.

Anyway, I recently reread this blog and found I really valued what a time capsule it is for my thoughts and views. I may still agree with many of the points, but reading back my own former train of thought and thought pattern was both intriguing and weird. And highlighted once again my own narcissism :) which is a very difficult part of me to grapple with... of course I believe it's bad to be absorbed with oneself, but at the same time I’m fascinated with my own mind, since it is the only one I’m able to be inside of 24/7. The mind is an amazing creation(God ur awesome)
i have several things to write on, but i'll start with the one gnawing most at the back of my mind lately

hmm, the definition of my name “patience and courteous” , ironically thro all of my life span I was being impatience and not so courteous I must say. There are several occasion that I let my anger to get over me , as well cussing is my middle name. yes yes, Ive tried over and over again to change but at the end of the day I will feel, ‘dude this so gay , talking so courteously, wth rite’. And ohh yes whenever ill be a lil bit soft on things , people will ‘naek kaphala’...so, I will never be the true meaning of my name

but but, lately I meet someone. Shes one girl that I cant figure out just wadda hell is in her head…haha, she is pleasant and fun to be with, and errr cute. She has these cute names that synchronize each other and her laugh and giggle just make you….. back to the topic, after ran thro hell just to get her phone number, like always my words of “wisdom and so courteous” just dropped da bom (serve u rite bratha)…she got really pissed off of me..yeah I admitted it, it was utterly my fault for blatantly accuse such tings..but the ting is, I dint mean it and I just don’t know the real truth..haish..fml

then I realize, she is one girl that u have to be really2 courteous and patience to be with. On top of that I actually feel glad to make her mad at me. Why? Because by the way I see it, this girl just might be the one who finally make me hilmy…

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I like the mosque. I always perform my prayers there whenever I have the time. After you give the salam at the end of a prayer. You might notice that ur in the midldle between a dato seri some politician on ur right and on ur left an indonasian labor worker. It makes you happy just to think that God don’t discriminate HIS followers base on social standings.

Recently I went to the after maghrib tazkirah. The uztaz talked about iktiqad and so. I know that im not a man of God to say about this but I just wanna share base on what I understand.

At the beginning, he talked about, rasulullah once said ‘Diakhir zaman akan tiba satu pendapat berlainan yg membawa manfaat dan akan timbul 73 puak islam,72 daripadanya akan masuk neraka,hanya satu selamat’ well the hadith kinda go like that,im sorry I don’t have the citation because I dint have the chance to ask for it from the imam. but the meaning is quite similar.

PENDAPAT BERLAINAN YG MEMBAWA MANFAAT

Have u guys ever heard about uztaz asri, the controversial previous mufti perlis? Weeks before he had been arrested for no plausible reasons. yes there is a rumor linked him with the WAHABI clan. Ever heard about wahabi? Some say the wahabi clan have different teaching and rules from us mazhab syafie. As we all know that ahli sunnah waljamaah are divied by four mazhabs, while for us living in Malaysia we followed mazhab shafie.

If u are in one mazhab, tou are oblige to follow all the rules and teaching base on the mazhab. But theres a trend nowadays that peoples recklessly mix all the mazhab together and only partially follow certain teaching from one mazhab and other certain teaching from another mazhab. If and only u are well educated in Islamic studies on aqidah and so,then it is ok for u to do so. But if not, u might just want to stick up with onemazhab, as u do not want to accidently create a fifth mazhab that put u in the same league as rasul melayu and ayah PIN.

Remember the annulment of our wudhu if we unintended touch so

meone who aren’t our muhrim. Well in another mazhab stated that our wudhu will not cancelled out if we mistakenly unintend touch someone who aren’t our muhrim. In the case during our pilgrims it is okay to adopt the other mazhab teaching as it will be a hindrance for the pilgrims if they have to retake their wudhu. But as for our everyday life, we cannot simply adopt other teaching as to ease our life. Well this is just a small example,just for u guys to understand the picture on what I have to say.

There is this one other trend that, one simply said other people who have different teaching than theirs will rot in hell. As and only that ‘they’ has the righteous judgments. They tend to mix the teachings and rules from different mazhab. And they don’t do what rasulullah dint do, as in terms the bida’ah.

Doing bida’ah are aberrant but not all bid’ah are wrong that make GOD throw you in hell. For example, reading surah yassin on Friday night is bida’ah, but that doesn’t make u sinful. Because righteous virtue on Friday will get u bonuses as ur deed will double up by GOD..see god is awesome..so, how come by reading yassin will make u sinful, and on what extend that make u possible to say people who read yassin on Friday night are doing bida’ah and are sinful.

It is just not right isent? As rasullulah already said that ‘pendapat berlainan yg membawa

manfaat’ as long as we are in the sunnah wal jamaah and we follow the teaching of God and Muhammad. We are in the safe boat.

So what the hush of detaining uztaz asri as he is well educated in Islamic studies. Plus people do not have the right to say other people who have different teaching as them will rot in hell,and their prayers will not be answered by God. Well that is HIS job to do,not us.

As for the 73PUAK.

Will this indicate the puak who have absolutely different iktiqad from the ahli sunnah wal,jemaah. for example, the shitte extremist, the qadyani, etc2 as we already learn during secondary school..ok actually ak da lupe list2 yg laen,huhu…

Unfortunately the tazkirah end there and wil continued the 73puak on the next session. God willing,if I attend, ill we share it here

random

mase ak tgh mndy tghari td ak berangan2 kalu ak menang PRU jd pm..sape nak jd sidekick ak

nizar...yg nie jd TPM ak...ak rase die ade potential,berpendirian,pandai,sgt mndgr arahan ketua..biasennye kalu ak jd president ape2,ak suke pebantu yg pikiran dan idea dia bertentangan dgn ak.jd boleh dngar opinion laen kalu2 ak pnye idea tu xleh pkai

tuan ibrahim tuan man...ceramah dia best..yg nie blh run jabatan agama islam..

haha..lim guang eng.amar makhruf nahi mungkar.pnah ada journalist tnye dia.'corak pemerintahan lim same dgn saidina umar al khatab,bile ditanye bila nak masuk islam.dia ckp tggu lepas ayah dia mnggal'..orng selalu hentam dia.ak xphm la..tp stakat ak duk penang nie..mamat nie boleh arr dapat A

dato seri idris jala..siyesli ak respect gile kat dia..boleh selmatkan MAS dlm satu term je..dr airline yg hampir bankrupt trus boleh catat keuntungan tertinggi dalam sejarah MAS dlm satu quarter.. dia nie ptt jd menteri kewangan

karpal singh..hoho..ak xde la suke sgt mamat nie...ak ambik dia sbb style die cm professor xavier dlm cite Xmen...macha nie bwat parlimen sgt menarik

yg laen nie ak bwat jd penasihat haku..haha

prof ungku aziz...seorng lg yg ak respect kat msia nie.sgt2 genius and if only sume orng kongsi misi and visi dia..

anwar ibrahim...hmm ak x la taksub sgt dgn mamat nie..tp bile 1st time dgr dia kasi tazkirah ramdhan lepas..ak cam..WWOOO..gile gempak...tp ntah arr dia nie nmpak mcm terlalu nak sgt jd PM..siyesli dia mmg seorng orator yg sgt hebat. famous satu dunia...tapi still,ak xbrape yakin dia jd PM

tun apanama

..woohoooo..susah gile nak cari orng cam dia.blessing for malaysia sbb pnah ade dia,tapi tapi still absolute power corrupt absolutely..

haha last skali kalu ak jd PM ak ptt kawen dgn anak hishamudin nie...mak ktrunan kerabat bapak anak bekas PM..ape lg nak,dah arr cun..boleh gunekan dia utk reach orng2 istana and kroni2 bapak depa..hehehe..

and again....its just another dream in the bathroom....ape yg ak tulis nie pon ak xtaw

ohh ada satu gamba lg hilang..NIK AZIZ..dia boleh jd penasihat agama aku..hhoho

tp by the time ak berangan tu,rasenye bnyak dah allahyarham dah